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Poof! It's All Gone (A Journey Through a Break Up)

by Terry Taffinder Grosvenor

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STARTING to FALL Music and lyrics ©2014 Terry Taffinder Grosvenor R&T Grosvenor Publishing You sing while I dance I'm prey for romance By the light of the moon I'll fall in love with you Songs float in the air I dance without care With the stars up above I'll fall in love with you I have waited so long for this feeling Now it's finally here My life won't be the same after this evening Love has found me and I'm starting Starting to fall, falling in love again Starting to fall, falling in love again Starting to fall, I'm falling in love again Starting to fall, in love again Melody fills the night Your touch feels so right Now take me in your arms I'll fall in love with you Your eyes shine in mine Out hearts beat in time Before the morning comes I'll be in love with you I been waiting so long for this feeling I never want it to end My life will be changed after this evening Love has found me and I'm reeling Starting to fall, falling in love again I'm starting to fall, I'm falling in love again I'm starting to fall, I've fallen in love again Starting to fall, in love again I want to jump for joy, jump for joy, jump for joy tonight I feel so good, I want to celebrate this joy I can't deny I want to jump for joy, jump for joy, jump for joy tonight Love has arrived and I'm flying high I want to jump for joy tonight Because I'm falling, falling in love again Because I'm falling, falling in love again Because I'm falling, falling in love again Because I'm falling, falling, in love again I wanna' jump for joy, etc.
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ONE of THESE DAYS Music and lyrics ©2014 Terry Taffinder Grosvenor R&T Grosvenor Publishing A child grows up hearing fairy tales Stories of make-believe That true love will conquer all And the princess will be freed A young girl keeps her dream inside Where no one else can see I, too, shared this fantasy I guess that child is me I guess that child is me I guess that child is me I guess that child is me What can I do to find a way to you To find a way, to find a way, oh, oh What can I do to find a way to you To find a way, to find a way, oh, oh One of these days, I'll find a way to you I'll find a way, I'll find a way, oh, oh One of these days, I'll find a way to you I'll find a way, I'll find a way, oh, oh If I climb the highest mountain And wade through icy streams Enduring cold realities Where nothing's as it seems If I swim the widest ocean And I dive the deepest sea To find the temple of Neptune Will it open up your eyes And bring your love back to me What can I do to find a way to you To find a way, to find a way, oh, oh What can I do to find a way to you To find a way, to find a way, oh, oh One of these days, I'll find a way to you I'll find a way, I'll find a way, oh, oh One of these days, I'll find a way to you I'll find a way, I'll find a way, oh, oh If I cross the thickest forest Filled with thorns and briars And fight off fiery dragons To be warmed by your fires If I face the heart of darkness And I stand there all alone Exposing my inner secrets Will you get down off your throne And give your love to me What can I do to find a way to you To find a way, to find a way, oh, oh What can I do to find a way to you To find a way, to find a way, oh, oh One of these days, I'll find a way to you I'll find a way, I'll find a way, oh, oh One of these days, I'll find a way to you I'll find a way, I'll find a way, oh, oh One of these days, one of these days One of these days, I'll find a way to you One of these days, one of these days One of these days, I'll find a way to you One
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Indecision 02:41
INDECISION Music and lyrics ©2014 Terry Taffinder Grosvenor R&T Grosvenor Publishing Can't move, I'm paralyzed Three in the morning, can't close my eyes I'm wrong when I'm right I'm right when I'm wrong What can I do, what should I do Friends try to help, they give advice They have nothing to lose It's up to me And I'm so confused Indecision, indecision Indecision...it's got a hold on me Won't set me free Shadows move, across the room I look for answers, when there are none I'm damned if I do, I'm damned if I don't What can I do, what should I do I hide my head beneath the sheets I can't think straight right now I'm so tired - I just want some sleep Indecision, indecision I'm talkin' about indecision Indecision...it's got a hold on me Indecision, indecision I'm talkin' about indecision Indecision...it's got a hold on me Won't set me free Won't set me free
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Bring Back the Days Music and lyrics ©2014 Terry Taffinder Grosvenor R&T Grosvenor Publishing (Verse 1) Running after you in the pouring rain With nothing left to lose and everything to gain I'm soaked to the bone, but I've got to catch the train I must talk to you before I go insane (Bridge) We've been playing leading roles in a play that doesn't fit It's easy to destroy our love But so hard to rebuild it (Chorus) Let's bring back the days when we loved one another When we said kind words and were good for each other When the feelings we shared were what knit us together Our love was strong and pure - we vowed it was forever - forever (Verse 2) By opening my heart, I'm giving it a voice I want to stay with you, this is my choice Let's tear down the walls that keep us apart Show me the path that leads to your heart (Bridge) I have loved you far too long to throw this love away Everything we need or want We will find, if you will stay (Chorus) Let's bring back the days when we loved one another When we said kind words and were good for each other When the feelings we shared were what knit us together Our love was strong and pure - we vowed it was forever Repeat Chorus
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Without You 04:00
WITHOUT YOU Music and lyrics ©2014 Terry Taffinder Grosvenor R&T Grosvenor Publishing (Verse 1) Without you, I’m lost at sea, I can’t find my way Without you, I'm incomplete, I miss you each day So, tell me, what's going on, things aren't the same Please don't leave me in the dark, I can't play this game (Chorus) My friends say we're the perfect couple They envy me with you Now, I sense I've done something wrong and I'm left without a clue I try to be patient and give your space, but I have my own needs too You're closing me out, you're pulling away What am I supposed to do? (Verse 2) Without you, I spin my wheels; I can't concentrate Without you, I sit at home wondering why you're so late So, tell me, how you'd feel if I did this to you The time has come to have a talk that's way overdue (Bridge) I've believed all the things you told me I consider you my best friend I need to know that you care about me - I thought you'd love me 'til the end. I gave myself to you and told you secrets of my heart Now it seems I've been deceiving myself I should have seen this from the start Tell me I'm wrong Tell me this is not the case I want to believe what you say Take me in your arms, comfort and console me Will you meet me halfway? (Verse 3) Without you, I'm left alone, moving through space Without you, I miss your eyes, your laugh and your face So tell me, how you'd feel, 'cause things are not the same Please don't leave me in the dark, I won't play this game (Chorus) My friends say we're the perfect couple They envy me with you Now, I sense I've done something wrong and I'm left without a clue I try to be patient and give your space, but I have my own needs too You're closing me out, you're pulling away What am I supposed to do? What am I - what am I supposed to do What am I - what am I supposed to do, etc.
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POOF! IT’S ALL GONE Music and lyrics ©2014 Terry Taffinder Grosvenor R&T Grosvenor Publishing You signed up for a life with me I thought it would be for eternity Stood at the altar and you said your vows Now, you've blown up my world I know you loved me many years ago We had two children - how was I to know You'd take your love away to someone else Now, you've blown up my world Poof! It's all gone What you did is very, very wrong Poof! It's not there Vanished in thin air Poof! It's all gone What you did is very, very wrong Poof! It's not there Vanished in thin air II didn't see the writing on the wall What do you think I am - a punching ball I'm left alone to figure out my life Now, you've blown up my world When I see you with her out on the town I get so mad, I want to bring you down How could you pick that woman over me Now, you've blown up my world Poof! It's all gone What you did is very, very wrong Poof! It's not there Vanished in thin air Poof! It's all gone What you did is very, very wrong Poof! It's not there Vanished in thin air
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ALL YOU CAN DO IS THINK ABOUT YOU Music and lyrics ©2014 Terry Taffinder Grosvenor R&T Grosvenor Publishing Feeling lost, ungrounded inside You've taken away my sense of pride What happened to us, I'll never know But this hollow place seems to wallow and grow The damage is done - I'll never forget All those dark nights waking up in a sweat Alone in my bed, alone in my life While you contemplate taking her as your wife Taking her as your wife, taking her as your wife You'd take her as your wife You lied to our children, you lied to me You lied to our children and you lied to me You're filled with denial, why can't you see What you've put us through, what you've put us through What you've put us through, what you've put me through But all you can do-oo-oo, is think about you Yes, all you can do-oo-oo, is think about you Our daughter talks about the future ahead Uncertainty lingers, and a feeling of dread When her wedding day comes, her folks will be there But they won't be sitting at a table they share When the grandchildren come, and holidays too There'll be extra layers of visits to do She'll have to choose between her mom and her dad All these things make her angry and sad She's angry and sad She gets so angry and sad So angry and sad There is no road map, what should I do Every day I still think about you We had a family, it's no longer there We seemed so happy, you don't even care I never thought this would happen to me It's so not fair, why can't you see that You lied to our children and you lied to me You lied to our children and you lied to me You're filled with denial, why can't you see What you've put us through, what you've put us through What you've put us through, what you've put me through But all you can do-oo-oo, is think about you Yes, all you can do-oo-oo, is think about you
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WHERE DO YOU GO Music and lyrics ©2014 Terry Taffinder Grosvenor R&T Grosvenor Publishing Where do you go when you've gone all the way What can be said when there's no more to say When you get the feeling that you just don't belong Maybe it's time to move on Where do you run when there's no place to hide What do you say when you're empty inside When you get the feeling that you just don't belong Maybe it's time to move on Don't tell me your lies, just say what you mean The truth will set you free I've been through a lot, I don't know where to start Things are rarely back or white Just many shades of gray -ay-ay-ay What do you do when you've done all you can What move can you make if you don't have a plan When you get the feeling that you just don't belong Pack up your bags and move on Pack up your bags and move on
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ONE FOR YOU AND ONE FOR ME Music and lyrics ©2014 Terry Taffinder Grosvenor R&T Grosvenor Publishing One for you, and one for me The books, the pictures, the Sony TV The photos, the lamps and the fica tree Painfully dividing our history Our drama unfolded for all to see Witnessed by friends and the family Each lawyer made out with a lucrative fee There was nothing left for you or me One of these days, you wait and see In a wistful moment, you’re gonna’ think about me You'll probably remember some memories we shared Life catches us off-guard, when we're least prepared We had a house (oooh) but now it's gone (oooh) With the pool, a garden and a grassy lawn But I'm through with looking all haggard and drawn I've lost some pounds and now I'm moving on I've got a new job (I’ve got a new job) And formed a new life (and formed a new life) Who knows, one day, I might be someone's wife (again) But now I'm happy (now I’m happy), now I'm free (now I’m free) I can see the world and stay in Italy! One of these days, you wait and see (you wait and see) In a wistful moment, you're gonna’ think about me (You’re gonna’ think about me) You'll probably remember some memories we shared Life catches us off-guard, when we're least prepared I stay up 'til two and I get up at nine If anyone asks, (if anyone asks). just tell them I'm fine (I’m so fine) I met a new guy (I met a new guy), who's so good to me (yes, he is) We live in the moment, that's how things should be Sometimes, I look back (sometimes I look back) And I comb through the years (and I comb through the years) I remember the joy (I remember the joy) and also the tears (and also the tears) We all march forward - that's what we must do You are just somebody I once knew You are just somebody I once knew You are just somebody I once knew
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WHERE HAVE ALL MY GOOD YEARS GONE Music and lyrics ©2014 Terry Taffinder Grosvenor R&T Grosvenor Publishing I was a fool, I still wanted to believe That you still love me I've given you everything that I could But now you're gone I heard the rumors, but I never thought That this would happen to me I held on to the hope, held on to the hope Our love would last If you had only told me the truth From the beginning We could have worked on ways to sort things out And start again But you cut me off, whenever I asked If any rumors were true You denied every one, and I believed you I was a fool Where have all my good years gone I've been living with a stranger What attracted you to me Do you care anymore Where did our love go off track I'm left looking for the answers Was love we shared ever real And where have all my good years gone I was a fool, I wanted to believe we were united Did I deny the signs along the way I should have see I trusted in you and could never believe You'd want to hurt me this way When I walk around town, do people I see Think I'm a fool Where have all my good years gone I've been living with a stranger What attracted you to me Do you care anymore Now, you've gone too far to stop In the end, I hope it's worth it You've destroyed the home we built And where have all my good years gone Where have all my good years gone? I've been living with a stranger What attracted you to me Do you care anymore Now, you've gone too far to stop In the end, I hope it's worth it You've destroyed the home we built And where have all my good years gone Where have all my good years gone
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STRONG HEARTS Music and lyrics ©2014 Terry Taffinder Grosvenor R&T Grosvenor Publishing (Verse 1) Could have been happy all these years Would of been content my whole life through Should of taken the path I normally take, Then I'd have never, ever, collided with you Curse or fortune, heaven or hell When I met you, it was hard to tell But you touched me somehow in ways so strong That nothing you do could ever be wrong (Chorus) Strong hearts beating into the night, Praying and hoping things will be all right I hold you inside like a beacon of light That shines in the darkness, 'til you're out of sight (Bridge 1) Fate or chance - directions we take Gambling on answers with the choices we make Spin the wheel round, while we're on this earth The time we have left starts with our birth (Verse 2) What happened to us I don't understand I willed us to be with all my might But your love is fickle and blows like the wind You're like a child chasing after a kite Oceans apart, constellations away I still think of you to this very day Don't know what it means - I can't really say But I'm glad you're out there, come what may (Chorus) Strong hearts beating into the night, Praying and hoping things will be all right I hold you inside like a beacon of light That shines in the darkness, 'til you're out of sight (Bridge 2) Where we'll end up - nobody knows Who'll be with us, through the highs and the lows Who will choose us and who will we choose If you don't have love, you've got nothing to lose (Chorus) Strong hearts beating into the night, Praying and hoping things will be all right I hold you inside like a beacon of light That shines in the darkness, 'til you're out of sight
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Blue Water 04:48
BLUE WATER Music and lyrics ©2014 Terry Taffinder Grosvenor R&T Grosvenor Publishing I took a walk down beside the blue water Sunlight was dancing across the sparkling sea All my worries fell away, I let them go with yesterday Now I'm feeling free again and that's alright with me Change was knocking at my door, calling me outside All the pressures building up would not let me be Pushing me and pulling me, me to the nth degree Now I'm feeling good again and that's alright with me Sometimes you have to lose yourself to get yourself aligned The world goes on when I get off Need to let myself unwind Gonna' lie in the sand and let the waves wash over me Gonna' sip a cool drink and it won't be iced tea The little girl in me just wants to have fun I'll watch the clouds roll by and feel the earth move And bask in the sun I'll watch the clouds roll by and feel the earth move And bask in the sun Got up at dawn and saw the sun's first light It broke up the darkness that left with the night Birds sang their songs just for me I feel renewed with energy, and I'm as happy as can be And that's alright with me Sometimes you've got to lose yourself to get yourself aligned The world goes on when I get off Need to let myself unwind Gonna' lie in the sand and let the waves wash over me Gonna' sip a cool drink and it won't be iced tea The little girl in me just wants to have fun I'll watch the clouds roll by and feel the earth move And bask in the sun I'll watch the clouds roll by and feel the earth move And bask in the sun Gonna' lie in the sand and let the waves wash over me Gonna' sip a cool drink and it won't be iced tea The little girl in me just wants to have fun I'll watch the clouds roll by and feel the earth move And bask in the sun I'll watch the clouds roll by and feel the earth move And bask in the sun Lie in the sand, soak up some rays, bask in the sun, oh yeah, oh yeah
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SECOND TIME AROUND Music and lyrics ©2014 Terry Taffinder Grosvenor R&T Grosvenor Publishing Every time I call, you are never there I want to say so much to you So many thoughts I long to share Distance makes the heart grow fonder But distance moves us far apart I never knew saying goodbye Was going to break my heart I never knew saying goodbye Was going to break my heart I wait for a letter and some word from you We can't get back together Unless you want it too I thought our love would last forever And not be changed by circumstance Maybe we can make it work If we give ourselves one more chance Maybe we can make it work If we give ourselves one more chance REFRAIN: It's never felt so right before Was it true love that we found I'd do anything to stay with you Can we make it better Can we make it stronger Can we stand together The second time around I look at your picture and wish that you were here Your face is so familiar, the memories are so clear If things could stay the same forever The fairy tale would then come true My ending's very simple I'd choose to spend my life with you My ending's very simple I'd choose to spend my life with you REFRAIN: It's never felt so right before Was it true love that we found I'd do anything to stay with you Can we make it better Can we make it stronger Can we stand together The second time around The second time around The second time around

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Terry Taffinder Grosvenor's latest venture, "Poof! It's All Gone," explores aspects of women experiencing the end of long-term relationships. After many conversations with friends, Terry wanted to give their feelings a voice in novel and insightful ways.

The album's thirteen songs are constructed in an order that includes a mix of emotions, from joy and hope, to confusion, heartbreak, anger, and finally resignation and contentment. Don't miss this meaningful musical journey that will resonate with the listener, no matter where you are in your adult life.

In her typical fashion, Terry weaves catchy, moving melodies with her beautiful voice and harmonies - writing, performing and arranging every note herself.

1. "Falling in Love Again," the sheer excitement of finding love and wanting to savor heightened emotions for as long as possible.

2. "One Of These Days, I'll Find A Way To You" is about the fairy tale illusion of love that so many girls, and later women, hold on to verses the reality of trying to understand and communicate with a partner.

3. "Indecision" when nothing one does is right, and it's impossible to move forward.

4. "Bring Back The Days" remembering a time when love endured and the wish to start over.

5. "Without You" day-to-day dysfunction and frustration - demands to hear the truth and not play games anymore.

6. "Poof, It's All Gone" a marriage that blows up because of an affair. Vows have been broken and irrevocable damage has been done.

7. "All You Can Do Is Think About You" a partner steeped in lies and deceit, and the affect their selfish actions have on a family.

8. "Where Do You Go" asks this question - the dust has settled and it's time to move on.

9. "One For You And One For Me" is a humorous song about divorce, dividing worldly goods, and the positive side of being single again.

10. "Where Have All My Good Years Gone" looks back, bemoaning the fact that so many good years were invested and wasted in the relationship, and the gnawing feeling that that one was a fool not to have seen the signs sooner.

11. "Strong Hearts" why do we end up loving the people we do? This song talks about forgiveness and a deep-seated desire to have our lives and relationships mean something, taking into account the bad and the good.

12. "Blue Water" brings the woman full circle, back to a happy place where she can be playful, relax and feel whole again.

13. "Second Time Around" toys with the idea of getting back together again, either as the former married couple reunited, or two divorcees who hope to get it right the second time around.

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released October 11, 2014

Music and lyrics ©2014 Terry Taffinder Grosvenor
R&T Grosvenor Publishing
Audio Engineering, Production and Cover Art
Richard C. Grosvenor

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Terry Taffinder Grosvenor Newport, Rhode Island

Terry Taffinder Grosvenor is a seasoned professional musician and composer. She has performed around the world, earning accolades from New England to New York, London, Rio and Japan. She has been involved with three rock bands, solo, duet, and trio performances, and has given countless concerts in schools, libraries and venues for families in New England. Her husband, Rick, does her production. ... more

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